Life was never easy.
There’s a lot of sacrifices, regrets, failures, and rejections. But still, to
be able to success you must stand up after those trials that tests your
capability in this world. And that’s capability makes you stronger. You must
change the way you think. Erase the negatives and replaced it by the positive
thoughts. Use your weakness as a weapon to survive. Fight your fear. You will
be success someday if you change your mind set into positive. In this world
everything is a test, a test with a twist. No one can direct your life but only
you. It’s your choice on how you are going to use your life.
Year 2015 is not easy.
There’s a lot of laughter’s and tears. There are also disappointments. There
are times that you feels you cannot carry the burden anymore. There’s a lot of
expectations that leads to disappointments. But to be able to overcome all of
the challenges you are facing right now, you must seek for the guidance of our
Lord.
Financial problem, family
problem, school works, problem with the friends and professors, sickness
accomplishment, failure and many more. All of this things happened in this
year. But I’m proud to say that we overcome it. Why financial problem? It’s
because I have two siblings that are still studying: two college and one high
school. And it’s too hard to budget your daily income. My family income is
divided into allowance, transportation, monthly bills (Electric, Water and
Internet Bill) foods, tuition fees, savings and many more. How did I know? It’s
because I always asked my mother regarding this things. Why family problem?
It’s because my parents are having arguments sometimes (misunderstandings) but
still in the end of the day they still love each other. Family problem is not
only in my family, but also about our relatives in my father’s side. A problem
that since then never be solve. But I’m hoping that one day, it will fix.
School works? Well obviously I have done a lot of paper works last semester
until now. A lot of exams and quizzes. And one of my subject was very near to
failed. But now, I have time management to finish all of those task. Problem
with friends and professors. Friends first, misunderstanding sometimes.
Professors? One of my biggest problem, I hate terror professors. I hate
recitations. I’m afraid to say a wrong answers. I always think every time I
recite that “What if they laugh? What if
I’m wrong? What if… What if’s???” (A lot of what ifs is not healthy).
Professors always giving hard task to be submit very soon. (Within a short
period of time). Why sickness? This year I was been sick. Cough and colds. It
happens three times this year. Not only me but my entire family got sick. My
father has a bad feeling with her right upper arm, but now it’s already cured.
My youngest sister we thought that she was having a tuberculosis but it’s not
true. Accomplishment? This year was the year were my sibling (youngest sister)
graduated at high school, passed the entrance examination in the university and
I have been passed the scholarship program in our place. This year we also buy
Tablet and Android phone using my own money. And also we are now having
Internet/Wi-Fi connection. On the way to progress. That was a great accomplish
for us right now. But if there’s positive there’s are also negative. My uncle
in my father side died (Bone Cancer) last May if I’m not mistaken. And also my
Grand Mother in my Father’s side died. She died unexpectedly and losing her is
one of the greatest regrets I have ever made in my entire life. I didn’t
expected that she will passed away just like that. And I admit it, I can’t move
on to her. I still remembering the moments with her. I always reminiscing the
moments. Day by day I always remember her. Need to accept that she’s gone or
else I’ll be crazy. I know she’s always at our side guiding us.
That was a summary of all
the test we faced this year. And I am glad and proud that we overcome it
together. I thanked God, my family, friends, and also those people who keep us
down but still we can stand and managed the situation. Everything happens for a
reason. God’s plan is still the best.
I hope this 2016 will be
a nice year to all of us. More on good lucks than bad lucks. More on positives
than negatives. More on love than anger. Leave the past behind and live in the
present. Throw away the problem in the past and face the present. Life is too
short to waste on crap. Hoping that 2016 will have peace. Good government.
Election2016 elect the deserving candidates in the position. Graduated College
and High school (Possible achievements next year). No more strong typhoons.
Clean surroundings. And many more. Spread the love.
Now that 2015 is coming
to an end, I want to thank 2015 for making me stronger and teaching me a lot of
lessons that I can be apply next year. Good bye 2015, ‘til we see each other
again. Hello/Welcome 2016 and I am now ready to face another test and lessons
in life. I am ready to learn more and be stronger than before. I am ready to
achieve and accomplish more. I am ready to reach my dreams very soon. Ready to
fail, ignore, and reject (if ever) I am ready!
Dream! Believe! Survive!
Believe in the power of
your dreams.
2015 NOW SIGNING OFF.
2016 NOW ON DUTY..
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