Wednesday, July 6, 2016

My Poems Assemblage #2





Waste Memories

I thought you’re the perfect one
But you did something wrong I thought you’ve never done
I got hurt on what you said
It makes my heart to bleed

Memories we shared together has been lost
Didn’t recognize its cost
You throw away everything about us
Don’t worry this will be the last thing I will discuss

From now on I’ll forget everything
But not the pain you bring
I thought there are forever in friendship
But I realized forever only found in worship

Let’s Continue

We’ve been together for so long
Seems like our friendship are going strong
All the good moments we have shared together
We fight even the bad weather


But one day, we had a fight
It makes me feel fright
It’s not easy to forget all we had
I want to be your friend ‘till our grad

Let’s fix this mess before it’s too late
Let’s forget about this hate
Let’s continue what we have begun
Let’s do a lot of fun. 

Strange Feelings

Why I am feelin’ this way?
Seems like I don’t know what to say
I want to see you every day
In my life I want you to stay

This is the first time I act like this
Before I sleep it was you that I miss
I was thinking of you all the time
But all I have to do is…
          ...to hide this strange feelings just like I commit a crime.

The Last Good Bye

You mean a lot to me at first
But as time elapsed its getting worst
The love I feel for you is starting to lost
Just like it doesn’t have any cost

It’s all your fault in the first place
You made me feel this, just like I don’t wanna’ see your face
I confront you with this sentiments
And I asked you for some betterments

You’ve changed
But my feelings for you remain unchanged
This heart can’t love you anymore
I can’t give back the love I did before

I want to end this relationship
It’s no longer working, all you courtship
Until one day, you made your last GOOD BYE
By hearing those words, I didn’t ask why..

‘Till The End

From the day I was born
As my parents you have sworn
To witness the first word I speak
To change my diaper when its leak
To witness me to learn from crawling to walking
To make milk for me when I’m crying
To give me a nice and comfortable shelter
To send me to school to make my life better

To guide me in the right path
To help me to solve the math
To teach me on what’s good from what is not
To show to me all you’ve got
To accept me even if I’m not perfect
To be overprotect
To love me unconditionally
To be with you eternally

From the day I become the person you want me to be
As your daughter I have sworn that I should be..
There to tell the happy moments you can’t recall
There to help you stand when you fall
Your guide when you lose your sense of sight
There when you feel cold and hug you tight
There to listen to your nonstop stories
With you is the most important than properties

To see you getting old everyday is a scary thing
I don’t know what kind of sadness it would bring
Without you, life will be worthless
Without you I’ll be depress
As your daughter it’s my responsibility
To be your guardian when you lost the capacity
I will be there no matter what happens
Holdin’ and lovin’ you more ‘till the end

Untitled

People always have defect
Who among of us is perfect?
Always clean up your mind, to see the light
Listen and stand for what is right
To do bad things to anyone might put you in jail
Lies will never save you to hell
May act and talk like there’s nothing wrong
Lose the ability to feel the guilt that long
The mistakes you’ve done will correct only by you
Capabilities to tell the truth is hard for you
To change for the better is not yet too late
Listen to God’s will and forget the hate
The bad thing will going to forget
Truth will set you free.. I bet!

Meet Their Expectations

Life begins after Graduation
I survived to finish my studies
But now, I am going to face new situation
A new challenge and duties

Responsibility as a student was done
But, responsibility as a daughter has begun
An obligation that shouldn’t take for fun
A task that you’ll never escape even if you run

This time I must become more matured
Be a financial burden is not in my plan
To find a decent work to be secured
I will do everything that I can

To help them to survive in this life
Is now my lifetime obligation
I feel the pressure just like I am crossing in a knife
‘Coz I don’t know if I can meet their expectations..

Balik Tanaw

Sa lugar kung saan ikaw laging natatanaw
Ala-ala sa aking isipan muling pumukaw
Buwan na ‘din ang lumipas nang ika’y lumisan
Pangungulila ng puso ko’y lubusan
‘Tila kahapon lang nangyari ang lahat
Sa puso’t isip ko’y sariwa pa ang sugat
Walang araw na ‘di kita naiisip
Nakikita ka maging sa panaginip

Minsan sa aking pagtulog ika’y nagparamdam
‘Tila may nais sabihin at ipaalam
Sa isipan may nabuong katanungan
Sagot sa tanong ikaw lang ang makakatugon
Nais ko sana’y ika’y magbalik
Sa halik at yakap mo’y nasasabik
Ipaparamdam pag-ibig na ‘di mo nakamtan
Kailanman ay ‘di kita malilimutan

Twelve Plans

First Plan is to enter school
                 To be not a fool
Second Plan is to finish high school
                       To be cool
Third Plan is to take Entrance Test
                    To prove that you’re the best
Fourth Plan is to finish College
                      To earn more knowledge
Fifth Plan is to find a decent work
                  To be not a jerk
Sixth Plan is to help my parents and siblings
                   As my sign of thanks giving
Seventh Plan is to live life to the fullest
                       To do everything in my list
Eighth Plan is to get married
                       To feel alone is unworried
Ninth Plan is to have children
                   To have a grandchildren
Tenth Plan is to support their needs
                    Without selling a weeds
Eleventh Plan is to recede
                    It’s time to concede
Twelfth Plan is to wait for the time you’ll die
                        Last chance to say good bye…
           Life is too short, do not waste it..


Unspoken

I have a lot of words to tell
At the mountain I want to yell
To ease the pain
Inside of me I was drain

I tried to express what I feel
I want this hurt to heal
To forget this is difficult
To someone I consult

But, instead to feel better
They just make me feel bitter
They’ll never understand my situation
Until they feel the same frustration

To keep this alone is the best decision
Never told anyone about my condition
In outside I’m okay but inside I’m broken
Because of those words remain unspoken..

I Can Do ‘Coz It’s Me

Everyone thinks that I can’t do
But I know to myself it’s not true
Everyone thinks I’m a failure
But I know they’re just insecure
Everyone thinks I’m a loser
But I know they’re a user
Everyone thinks that I’m a dumb
But I know they’re a numb
Everyone thinks I’m just a junk
But I know they’re a punk
Everyone thinks that they can put me down
But I know to myself that I can wear the crown

I know to myself that I can
I’m just following my plan
I know to myself that I am the achiever
Because I’m not a cheater
I know to myself that I am smart
On my own I’ll start
I know to myself that I’m going to be success
By that time, to me you were going to confess
Someday I’ll prove to all of you that you’re wrong
That behind of those situations I can be strong
I will be the person that you don’t want me to be

The one who will be sitting in the throne is me

Reflection

I know exactly what I wanted to be
To express it I was not free
I want to show the real me inside
But someone who has already decide
On what should I do
Even if it makes me feel blue
On what should I speak
That makes me feel weak
On what should I looks like
That makes me feel fake
I want this pretending be done
Or else I want this life be gone

To know myself more is ruin
Seems like I don’t know what I’m doin’
The real me was burned
And no one else was concerned
To show the real me is a choice
I want them hear my voice
Even someone might feel the pain
‘Coz they’re expecting me to reign
I look in the mirror
To see it much clearer
That I am going to the right direction

The real me will be seen in the reflection

Revenge

You hate me from the very first
In front of me you always cursed
You always spreading false stories
But I didn’t attack you in your territories

You always destroying my image
Everyone thinks I’m a stinky garbage
You’re happy when you saw me suffering
What I’ve done to you, I’m just wondering

Still, I remain silent I did nothing
Never waste my time on those thing
Until one day I reach my limit
To ruin my career you don’t have the permit

I face you because of those accusations
I can’t take it, all the bad impressions
From head to toe you gave me a bad stare
And laugh at me doesn’t have any care

To see me miserable is your happiness
To put people down is your expertise
You count every people you’ve demolished
For you it’s a mission accomplished

But I know everything is just temporary
As long as He is with me I don’t need to worry
One day I will have the courage

To rise above you is my best revenge

Don’t Keep It Aside

You have the talent
But you choose to remain silent
You have the potential
Knowing that you’re special

You just keep on hiding it
Afraid to be judge by it
Imagining how people would react
You may attract them and not to distract

People thinks you’re nobody
Without thinking that you can be somebody
They’re thinking you can do nothing
Until you prove something

One day you did something they didn’t expect
Everyone was amaze saying you’re perfect
You feel glad for all the compliments
And you think you need some improvements

Because for you it was not enough
For you it was just a bluff
You think all the praises was a trick
Change your mindset or else you’ll got sick

Be proud your ability
Do all your best in all the activity
In this world, you can’t hide
Let them see it, don’t keep it aside

By: Rochelle Parnay Estrella

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