My Poems Assemblage #2

Waste Memories

I thought you’re the perfect one

But you did something wrong I thought you’ve never done

I got hurt on what you said

It makes my heart to bleed

Memories we shared together has been lost

Didn’t recognize its cost

You throw away everything about us

Don’t worry this will be the last thing I will discuss

From now on I’ll forget everything

But not the pain you bring

I thought there are forever in friendship

But I realized forever only found in worship

Let’s Continue

We’ve been together for so long

Seems like our friendship are going strong

All the good moments we have shared together

We fight even the bad weather

But one day, we had a fight

It makes me feel fright

It’s not easy to forget all we had

I want to be your friend ‘till our grad

Let’s fix this mess before it’s too late

Let’s forget about this hate

Let’s continue what we have begun

Let’s do a lot of fun. 

Strange Feelings

Why I am feelin’ this way?

Seems like I don’t know what to say

I want to see you every day

In my life I want you to stay

This is the first time I act like this

Before I sleep it was you that I miss

I was thinking of you all the time

But all I have to do is…

          ...to hide this strange feelings just like I commit a crime.

The Last Good Bye

You mean a lot to me at first

But as time elapsed its getting worst

The love I feel for you is starting to lost

Just like it doesn’t have any cost

It’s all your fault in the first place

You made me feel this, just like I don’t wanna’ see your face

I confront you with this sentiments

And I asked you for some betterments

You’ve changed

But my feelings for you remain unchanged

This heart can’t love you anymore

I can’t give back the love I did before

I want to end this relationship

It’s no longer working, all you courtship

Until one day, you made your last GOOD BYE

By hearing those words, I didn’t ask why..

‘Till The End

From the day I was born

As my parents you have sworn

To witness the first word I speak

To change my diaper when its leak

To witness me to learn from crawling to walking

To make milk for me when I’m crying

To give me a nice and comfortable shelter

To send me to school to make my life better

To guide me in the right path

To help me to solve the math

To teach me on what’s good from what is not

To show to me all you’ve got

To accept me even if I’m not perfect

To be overprotect

To love me unconditionally

To be with you eternally

From the day I become the person you want me to be

As your daughter I have sworn that I should be..

There to tell the happy moments you can’t recall

There to help you stand when you fall

Your guide when you lose your sense of sight

There when you feel cold and hug you tight

There to listen to your nonstop stories

With you is the most important than properties

To see you getting old everyday is a scary thing

I don’t know what kind of sadness it would bring

Without you, life will be worthless

Without you I’ll be depress

As your daughter it’s my responsibility

To be your guardian when you lost the capacity

I will be there no matter what happens

Holdin’ and lovin’ you more ‘till the end

Untitled

People always have defect

Who among of us is perfect?

Always clean up your mind, to see the light

Listen and stand for what is right

To do bad things to anyone might put you in jail

Lies will never save you to hell

May act and talk like there’s nothing wrong

Lose the ability to feel the guilt that long

The mistakes you’ve done will correct only by you

Capabilities to tell the truth is hard for you

To change for the better is not yet too late

Listen to God’s will and forget the hate

The bad thing will going to forget

Truth will set you free.. I bet!

Meet Their Expectations

Life begins after Graduation

I survived to finish my studies

But now, I am going to face new situation

A new challenge and duties

Responsibility as a student was done

But, responsibility as a daughter has begun

An obligation that shouldn’t take for fun

A task that you’ll never escape even if you run

This time I must become more matured

Be a financial burden is not in my plan

To find a decent work to be secured

I will do everything that I can

To help them to survive in this life

Is now my lifetime obligation

I feel the pressure just like I am crossing in a knife

‘Coz I don’t know if I can meet their expectations..

Balik Tanaw

Sa lugar kung saan ikaw laging natatanaw

Ala-ala sa aking isipan muling pumukaw

Buwan na ‘din ang lumipas nang ika’y lumisan

Pangungulila ng puso ko’y lubusan

‘Tila kahapon lang nangyari ang lahat

Sa puso’t isip ko’y sariwa pa ang sugat

Walang araw na ‘di kita naiisip

Nakikita ka maging sa panaginip

Minsan sa aking pagtulog ika’y nagparamdam

‘Tila may nais sabihin at ipaalam

Sa isipan may nabuong katanungan

Sagot sa tanong ikaw lang ang makakatugon

Nais ko sana’y ika’y magbalik

Sa halik at yakap mo’y nasasabik

Ipaparamdam pag-ibig na ‘di mo nakamtan

Kailanman ay ‘di kita malilimutan

Twelve Plans

First Plan is to enter school

                 To be not a fool

Second Plan is to finish high school

                       To be cool

Third Plan is to take Entrance Test

                    To prove that you’re the best

Fourth Plan is to finish College

                      To earn more knowledge

Fifth Plan is to find a decent work

                  To be not a jerk

Sixth Plan is to help my parents and siblings

                   As my sign of thanks giving

Seventh Plan is to live life to the fullest

                       To do everything in my list

Eighth Plan is to get married

                       To feel alone is unworried

Ninth Plan is to have children

                   To have a grandchildren

Tenth Plan is to support their needs

                    Without selling a weeds

Eleventh Plan is to recede

                    It’s time to concede

Twelfth Plan is to wait for the time you’ll die

                        Last chance to say good bye…

           Life is too short, do not waste it..

Unspoken

I have a lot of words to tell

At the mountain I want to yell

To ease the pain

Inside of me I was drain

I tried to express what I feel

I want this hurt to heal

To forget this is difficult

To someone I consult

But, instead to feel better

They just make me feel bitter

They’ll never understand my situation

Until they feel the same frustration

To keep this alone is the best decision

Never told anyone about my condition

In outside I’m okay but inside I’m broken

Because of those words remain unspoken..

I Can Do ‘Coz It’s Me

Everyone thinks that I can’t do

But I know to myself it’s not true

Everyone thinks I’m a failure

But I know they’re just insecure

Everyone thinks I’m a loser

But I know they’re a user

Everyone thinks that I’m a dumb

But I know they’re a numb

Everyone thinks I’m just a junk

But I know they’re a punk

Everyone thinks that they can put me down

But I know to myself that I can wear the crown

I know to myself that I can

I’m just following my plan

I know to myself that I am the achiever

Because I’m not a cheater

I know to myself that I am smart

On my own I’ll start

I know to myself that I’m going to be success

By that time, to me you were going to confess

Someday I’ll prove to all of you that you’re wrong

That behind of those situations I can be strong

I will be the person that you don’t want me to be

The one who will be sitting in the throne is me

Reflection

I know exactly what I wanted to be

To express it I was not free

I want to show the real me inside

But someone who has already decide

On what should I do

Even if it makes me feel blue

On what should I speak

That makes me feel weak

On what should I looks like

That makes me feel fake

I want this pretending be done

Or else I want this life be gone

To know myself more is ruin

Seems like I don’t know what I’m doin’

The real me was burned

And no one else was concerned

To show the real me is a choice

I want them hear my voice

Even someone might feel the pain

‘Coz they’re expecting me to reign

I look in the mirror

To see it much clearer

That I am going to the right direction

The real me will be seen in the reflection

Revenge

You hate me from the very first

In front of me you always cursed

You always spreading false stories

But I didn’t attack you in your territories

You always destroying my image

Everyone thinks I’m a stinky garbage

You’re happy when you saw me suffering

What I’ve done to you, I’m just wondering

Still, I remain silent I did nothing

Never waste my time on those thing

Until one day I reach my limit

To ruin my career you don’t have the permit

I face you because of those accusations

I can’t take it, all the bad impressions

From head to toe you gave me a bad stare

And laugh at me doesn’t have any care

To see me miserable is your happiness

To put people down is your expertise

You count every people you’ve demolished

For you it’s a mission accomplished

But I know everything is just temporary

As long as He is with me I don’t need to worry

One day I will have the courage

To rise above you is my best revenge

Don’t Keep It Aside

You have the talent

But you choose to remain silent

You have the potential

Knowing that you’re special

You just keep on hiding it

Afraid to be judge by it

Imagining how people would react

You may attract them and not to distract

People thinks you’re nobody

Without thinking that you can be somebody

They’re thinking you can do nothing

Until you prove something

One day you did something they didn’t expect

Everyone was amaze saying you’re perfect

You feel glad for all the compliments

And you think you need some improvements

Because for you it was not enough

For you it was just a bluff

You think all the praises was a trick

Change your mindset or else you’ll got sick

Be proud your ability

Do all your best in all the activity

In this world, you can’t hide

Let them see it, don’t keep it aside

By: Rochelle Parnay Estrella