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Missing The Old Times

“Life is short, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet, cherish it.”

One day, I caught myself laughing alone for no reason. I don’t even know why some memories in my past flash back in my mind. All the memories has been return. The happy and the sad memories when I was a kid until during my college days. I don’t know. I’m just missing the old time maybe. Those old times that will never ever coming back again. If only I have a time machine, I will bring it back. No. I will not bringing it back. I will go back, to correct my mistakes, to do something I should’ve done, to say “I love you” to the person’s I loved that are no longer with us. And most of all, to say “Sorry” to those people I hurt and ask for their forgiveness.

I know it’s normal to remember the past events in your life. Because in my case, I usually do it. Especially when I’m alone and listening music’s with the combination of a very quiet and peaceful place. I must say that the memories that flash back in my mind is depend on the music’s I was listening at. Weird isn’t? For example; I was listening about friendship songs then all moments I did with my friends will flash in my mind. All the crazy things we did together. When I was listening about Godly songs, I remembered all the sacrifices we overcome and we will surpass along the way of life.

I just want to share some of the best and worst moments. The unforgettable events that I will never forget in my life. Something to laugh at when I was old, something to treasure forever.

First: When my Grandmother died. (My father’s side). When she died, there’s a lot of arguments that last for almost 15 years. Wasn’t able to fix before she died. I know she wanted to fix it before she left us, but it never happened. She died unexpectedly. She died without hearing the three (3) words from me. The word “I love you”. The word “I am sorry” for the times that she wanted to talk to me but I refused to listen. She died without knowing that I love her. But I proudly say that in her very last moment, she looks at our direction for the last time. I have a lot of things I wanted to do with her. I have a lot of words I wanted her to hear. But all of those are left unspoken and undone. It’s too late to hug her nor to kiss her. This was the greatest regrets I’ve ever done in my life.

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Second: 18^th Birthday. I was Second Year College by that time. And August 6 is Wednesday. We don’t have class during Wednesdays, so we decided to practice our Speech Choir in our Oral Communication Subject. We decided to take the rehearsal at one of the house of my block mates. I feel sad by that time because I usually spend my birthday’s at home together with my siblings and parents. And not with my block mates. When we got tired, we decided to take a rest. And from that moment, I feel something unusual. There movements were different. It’s just like they’re hiding something. At first, they don’t want me to enter the kitchen. Second, we are only few in the room. Third, they asked me to do something and I followed it. When I came back, I enter the room and they said all together “Happy 18^th Birthday Che!!”. They’re all sing a happy birthday song. And I was speechless. I don’t know what to react. This is the first time I surprised like this. They prepared cupcakes (Each cupcakes consist of letter “Happy 18^th Birthday Che!”), Pancit Canton and Fruit Soda. Simple but very special. I will never forget this. They also gave me a letter. And gifts. And after that we took some pictures and eat altogether. I didn’t expect that. I never expect that someone will do it for me. It was just a simple surprise but I really appreciate it. The time, effort, money and the love they put on it. I am the happiest person that time. I will treasure it forever.

Third: Puppy Love. That finally someone had crush on me. Unexpected. I never expected that someone will going to love/like this face. That someone will going to accept my attitude. That someone will going to accept the real me, without pretending. Maybe he likes me because I was active in our class during that time. I am 3^rd honor when I graduated. In the same year. It’s my first time to be noticed by my crush. He will carry my bag, he will get chair for me, and other sweet things. He help me to stand when I am out balanced in our Ballroom Dance Rehearsal. He help me to understand the steps. He is a real gentlemen. He was there to talk to me when I am alone, it was happened during Valentine’s Day. He is my ideal man. Gentleman, good looking, kind, smart, and responsible. But were just friends. Nothing more. Nothing less. I’m happy to meet someone like him. My first ever crush that shows appreciation in my feelings.

Fourth: Received my awards. This part of my memory will never be forgotten. It was happened on the day of my Graduation at Muzon High School. I am one of the student who will received award on Graduation. I was so happy. I am the third honor in our section. Would you believe that? I will going to receive a medal. The first ever medal that I’m going to receive in my whole life. And I don’t know when will be the next. Way back when I was Kinder I also received an award “Most Behave”. And in High School in the same year I also received some awards in the competition I join. Essay Writing Contest I won 2^nd place (Room Based). And I won 1^st place in Slogan Making Contest (Room Based). I also won 2^nd place in Slogan Making Contest in our campus. Fourth year is the best year of my high school days. Won’t forget.

Fifth: My Clumsy Moments. It’s always happen in the same way but in the different time, place and situation. I’ve already post it here in my blog.

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Sixth: High School Days. The best days of my life. All the first time happens here. First love, first heart broken, first dance, first award, first cutting, first failure, and anything. I’ve learned a lot of crazy things when I was in high school. Things that I can’t imagine that I can do. All the high school memories are important to me. This one is the proof.

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Seventh: Elementary Days. It’s not the good for me, but I also treasure it. It all starts here. To learn, to read, to write and count. To learn good manners and right conduct. To build first friendship. First cheating. First failed exams. And first enemies. (Hahaha!!) I remember how we fight for a silly things. Teasing each other. Bullying. And I’m the one who always bullied. But thanks to my Mom, she’s always there to rescue me. To protect me. I will never forget this.

Eight: Scary things. I experience for the rest of my life. I’ve already post it here. Take a look.

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Ninth: Family Bonding. Having quality time with my family is the most important thing to me. Watching TV together and sing a song together. During meals, we confront each other and ask some questions like: “How’s your day?” And then the story goes on. When there’s a problem that need to be solve immediately we always asked for our parent’s advice. Especially to my Mom. She knows what’s best for us. Before going to sleep we will having our “Kulitan Time” every night. My Mom is always the leader in this game. Hugging us and kissing us always. Pillow fight, and tickling us. Then we will do the same. Laughing at each other’s imperfections. (Hahahaha.. xD) Supporting us in everything we do. They always provide what I need. They are my ultimate BFF. I really love my family. I can’t imagine that one day I will leave alone. I will never survive without them. I will rather die if that’s happens. Our “Kulitan Moments” is the best memories I stored in my mind. They’re my life. Family first before anything else. I’ll show you something. I think this is kindly related about this.

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Tenth: College Days/Internship Days. College is the most important studies. Why? Because this will be your last stage of being a student and you will going to pursue the field that you want. This time, you must be serious about it. And be happy for the remaining years of studying. I must say that my college days was very challenging to me yet fulfilling. Those challenges that I overcome is the moments I won’t forget. Those things that I think I can’t do but I surpass. Those times that I proved myself that I improve. Much better than before. Being a college student is not easy when you are not serious about it. I’ll show you something that is related in this topic.

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Everything in this world is just temporary. People changed, places can be reconstructed, friends can be replaced, and people gets old. But one thing is for sure. No matter what happens, memories can never be replaced. It will remain in our hearts forever. Because it teach us to correct our mistakes and to have fun. There are something you will remembered when you get old. For me, memories is a way of holding the things that you love, that you don’t want to lose.

Treasure each moment and make it perfect.

Every Summer Has A Story ( My OJT Experience)

“The brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough. They’re there to stop the other people” – Randy Pausch

How did you spend your summer? In the beach? In the other country/out of town? Or at home? Did you spend it productive? Did you spend the whole summer time very happy? 'Cause if you were going to ask me those questions, I will say yes. I did not spend my summer in the beach, other country and most of all I am not stay put in our home. I spent my whole summer at reputated company located in Makati City, the company was Development Bank of the Philippines. Why did I spend my summer here? It's because this summer 2016 is our Internship Program in our University. Let me tell the whole story of my adventure this summer.

It was February and March, this month is our busy months as a Third Year Students of Bachelor of Science in Business Administration Major in Marketing Management. Why? We are conducting our Feasibility Study, and that was not an easy task. We need to spend a lot of money to make it successful and worth it. We also need to prepare ourselves for our defense. By those months, we already know that we will having our internship this summer, and we would like to prepare about that, because that was another challenge for us after the feasibility study. On those months we are planning to find the right company where we can conduct our internship, we need to find a nearer place to our home so it would not be expensive in our transportation. But the plan was never did, because of the busy weeks. Examination weeks, feasibility study, defense, marketing proposal, and clearance. But we finish it all. We are now preparing for the events for our OJT, we also have to prepare a lot of money, because there's a lot of expenses. We have to prepare five (5) thousand, for the uniform, seminars and orientation, for the pinning ceremony, and for being enrolled on this OJT Program. We still have two weeks (2) to find the best company for our internship. But instead of finding the right company for us, we decided to take a rest for a little bit. Because we got tired physically and emotionally. But that relaxation reach until the first week of April. Instead of having a lot of time to find the better company, we are now running out of time. We should not take a rest that long. We need to find as early as possible. Because the second week of April is for our three days (3) seminars, and on Monday is our OJT Pinning Ceremony and in the following days is for the enrollment for OJT and Summer Classes. We are running out of time already, we should have done this before the day of the start of OJT. April 19, 2016 is the first day of OJT. But since we are not yet looking for the company, we decided to use the remaining days to apply everywhere. I applied at Tungkong Mangga Area, the nearest place from our home, but most of them refuse to accept my resume because of these following reasons: First (1), they are not accepting OJT's. Second (2), they are already over loaded. Third (3), they are only accepting applicants in the main branch. Fourth (4), if they accept our resume they will said that "We will just call you for the initial interview." Fifth (5), the person we are looking for is not around. Sixth (6), we are not fit for the job. Seventh (7), they are not accepting any positions. Eighth (8), they are not entertaining us. Ninth (9), I failed to passed the interviews and last the tenth (10) reason is because we didn't bring all the requirements needed, they didn't orient us for those requirements. We did not only apply at Tungko, we also applied at Fairview for the Teletech. We are expecting to be interview right after we passed our resume, buy we failed. They accept our resume but they will just call us. We also applied at Telstra they also accepted our resume and they said that let's just wait for a text or call from them. It’s too late to know that the resume's we have submitted that day was unsigned. And because of that, we are not expecting a call from them. That was a big failure for me. We lose the chance. We are just wasted our time and most specially our money. I feel very depressed by that time, because we have to find already as early as we can. Never surrender. Instead I applied online, the famous site for hiring. The Job Street, I applied to any company that are looking for internship, whether it’s Marketing or Accounting. The most important is to find a job. Then I received a lot of messages online and thru text. Those e-mails and message's says that they already scheduled me for an interview with the complete details of address and contact information. But the problem was its too far. Located at Makati and Ortigas. That was too far, so I decided not to go there. I also experience phone interview but I failed to pass it. It’s not really failed. I'm just not qualified because they were looking for a college graduate and definitely I'm not. And that chance has been gone again. As always. Then I continued applying at Tungko again, hoping that I can find nearer. Then I applied at Ibuzz, a transportation agency. They're accepting OJT but the person we are looking for is not around. And they just said, we will just call you. I know that it's already a failure. It's automatic. I am now starting to lose hope. A lot of interviews but I choose to refuse it. Then because I'm so desperate I asked for the help of my friend in high school. Her mother was working in a government institution. National Electrification Administration (NEA) is the name of agency. I applied here together with my friends/classmates. But I'm the only one who is accepted. I thought we will be all accepted but it's not. I am now thinking if I am going to continue it. Then we tried to apply again, and this time it’s much nearer in our place. It’s the MJB Meat Manufacturing Incorporated. We passed all the requirements and we have our initial interview and in the end they said that they will just call us for the final interview. A lot of things is now coming in my mind. A lot of what if's. Just like, now that I'm looking for a company to conduct my OJT is very hard to find, what if we already graduated? What will happen? I am keep on thinking positive things. I know there will be a right place for me, and it’s not yet the right time for me to know. Until one day I decided to check my email. I received an email from Remote Staff saying that they have scheduled me for an interview. It is the same place of my friend get hired. That's why I grab the opportunity before it’s too late. Even if it’s located at Makati City. I have no choice but to go there, just to find a job. I go there with my friend. Two of them will be applying walk in while the other one is already hired here. One of the reason why I grab it. This is now the start of the struggle. This is now the challenge. And the story really starts here. Nine o' clock was the scheduled time for my interview. Therefore at exactly six o'clock is our departure. Because of this, I realized how hard to face the reality. That the time is really important. Facing reality is not a joke, it has a lot of sacrifices, hard works, and a lot of money to spend.

I came on the company on time. Although I struggle so much. From the bus... and bus... and bus again. Why this happened? Because we don't know where we going or it’s already forgotten. The next struggle is the MRT (North Avenue to Buendia) I never expect the very long line of people just to reach their places. The struggle is really really real as soon as I enter the train. Face to face, back to back, smells each other’s breath, sweating and there's a possibility that you going to hurt each other. This was my first time and I never expect this. I feel healed when we get out, as we get outside we looks like very tired and haggard. So before we continue our journey, we fix ourselves first to look presentable. I thought this was the end of our suffering, but it was just the beginning. We walked so long, try to imagine that? Walk and cross the street, happened repeatedly. And finally we reach the company. We interviewed but in the end the said "We will just call you." I feel very very disappointed by that time, after all those things I experienced, that's what I'm going to hear? But I should accept the reality, that's what going to happen when we graduate, this was just the preparation. So we decided to eat after the advance failure. Then after that, since we bring a lot of copies of resume, we decided to apply everywhere here at Makati. We apply to the nearest bank and company, but they refuse us or they'd advise us to go somewhere. While walking down the road, a man asked me. "Are you a college student?", “Yes." I replied. "We are looking for a company for our internship." I continued. "Here come with me, I know something. There's a free lunch." He said. Then he led the way and we followed him, but his boss refused to accept us. Because they are looking for a college graduate only. Or not a student. But still, we accept the free lunch that turns to free snacks. Then we go. Then we continued applying somewhere, until something has caught our attention. The DBP (Development Bank of the Philippines). We inquire inside asking if they're accepting interns, then they said "yes". Then the lady at the lobby advise us to go to third floor. But before that, they asked for our ID's first before we get inside. When the elevator shaft open we get outside and we are looking for a person. (Unknown person, we don't know who were gonna look for.) Then a lady came out and entertain us. It's Ms. Ana Penuela from IGLF Department. She is the first one who entertained us, I thought that we will accepted but we did not bring all the requirements needed. They need the following: Resume, Recommendation Letter, and Good Moral. But we only bring Resume. Then she advised us to come back tomorrow early in the morning with the complete requirements wearing corporate attire. By that time, I don't know if there's an assurance that we will be accepted. Hoping for something that we didn't know if we'll going to happen. Starting to lose hope. We hurriedly fix the requirements needed so we can be able to go on time. Walk fast. We didn't encounter what we have encounter earlier in MRT.  Don't lose hope. Then when we reach the school, we divided ourselves into two groups. One will be getting good moral, the other one is for the printing of Resume and Recommendation Letter. The good thing is that we finished all the requirements on time. So happy. But still, the problem is, are they going to accept us? That's the big question in my mind now. When I get home, my mom scolded me. I understand her, that's why that time I didn't eat and just sleep. Hoping that tomorrow will be going to be better. Better than yesterday. I woke early that day, facing the same struggle. We reach DBP at 7:30, very early. So we wait for some couple of minutes before they allowed us to go. Then when the right time came, we go up third floor and they accommodate us really fast. Fix the requirements, then orientation. Then after that, they accepted us. And can start right now, right after the submission of requirements. The time has come. This is it. Welcome to DBP.

That feeling that you have already found the best institution that suits your personality and a place wherein you can more develop. That feeling wherein you find a company without the help of others, but trusting yourself. That feeling that after all the sacrifices and struggle you encounter, finally you get what you deserve. That feeling that your parents are proud of you because you are undergoing your training at a famous bank. That feeling that God never leave you, and He is always there for you no matter what happen. I must say that I really know the feeling. I really feel it. And that feeling is very fulfilling.

What is On the Job Training in the first place? Is it just part of the learnings in College? Us it just a financial burden? Or it is just a waste of time and must not given any attention because it’s useless? For me, this Internship us a great opportunity to expose us in the real world. It is a preparation and a practice after we graduated in College. And yes, it’s a financial burden but you will be able to learn something that you will never learn at the four corners of the classroom. In this Internship, you will be able to use the learnings and knowledge that your instructor taught to us for almost three years of staying in the University. In this Internship Program allows you to face the reality where in you can talk to the real professionals, and do task seriously. I must say that this OJT is complicated yet fulfilling. This is a way to improve and develop more in life. To gain new knowledge, to experience unusual and extraordinary. To be independent, the most important word. To stand on your own without any help of the other people, without depending on them. To become the better person as you can be despite the failures, rejections, and being ignored by the people around you, because they were thinking that you can't do it even if you can. All you have to do is to prove yourself to them. Do not let them accuse you on something that you didn't do yet. All I want to say is try something new, do not be contented on the position you have right now. Because life gets boring when you are staying in what you have right now. Let yourself to grow. Do not afraid to show the real you. We are all unique in our different ways. OJT is a great way to make your star shine like no other. A great way to practice on how it feels to be success in life ten years from now. Let your star shine bright.

My first week in Development Bank of the Philippines (Makati City-Main Branch) was very exciting. I was assigned at the Office of the Head – Development Sector. I got pressured because my Supervisor is an Executive Vice President: Mr. Benel D. Lagua. And his Executive Assistant was Ms. Abigael S. Vasquez. They were both good to me. Everything is new to me. From the people I see, from the task that their doing, until the type of the working environment. I don’t know how to interact with the people around the office. I don’t know if I can do the same things that they’re doing. I don’t know how things are going to be done. I don’t know the process. I know nothing at first. At my first day, Ms. Abi introduce me to Sir EVP Benel Lagua. By that time I got scared for unknown reason. At the same day she explained to me how things/works are going to be done. I understand all the things she have said, I just don’t know what to do or to how to start. Then she taught me little by little. She doesn’t pressure me. The task she was given to me for almost one month of staying here are the following: Receive documents (Documents that needed to be sign, for information or need to take action and just a draft letter), Logged documents (Use the DTS (Data Tracking System) to have records of the incoming and outgoing files in the office), Distribute Documents to other departments (In the same floor or in the other floors), Answer phone inquiries (The most hard part for me, because I don’t know what to say when they’re asking something), Make phone calls (Hard for me also, especially when there are follow up questions), Put dates on Mr. Lagua’s signature (For Offering Ticket and Credit Application Papers only), Send/Received/Forward Emails (Using Ms. Abi’s Lotus Notes), Filling/Organizing Papers, Photocopy papers (It’s really hard to use Xerox Machine for the first time, I thought I going to destroy it), Scan, Print, Typing, and other things that are related to office works. Talking to other staff and making fun with them. Answering their inquiries in person. Talking with a client if they’re looking for something or someone. Talking with a foreigner if ever. This is just the daily activities I am doing and I have learned. But if you were going to asked me what I think I learned in my one month of staying here is not about the activities I have done but also how to act in a certain situation and how to socialize with your colleagues. Everything is just normal for me as time pass by. I observe the daily routine of the employee’s every day. And most especially the daily task and routine that Ms. Abi usually do. And because of that observation I already adopt the day to day process. And I automatically doing it now without the supervision of my Supervisor. It’s now easy for me. It’s just normal for me. It’s not hard for me. I feel like that I am really an employee here although it’s not. And I really like it. I love what I’m doing. This environment is my ideal environment after college.

I have five unforgettable challenge and experience. The first one is being the one in charge in the office of Mr. Lagua. Because Ms. Abi is on a leave. I thought I wasn’t be able to survive in the whole day, there’s a lot of notes left in Ms. Abi’s table. It’s just a reminders on what I need to do and what should be given an attention. I got nervous because there’s a lot of papers left in Ms. Abi’s table. Documents that are ready to out. There’s a lot of papers came also, papers for signature, information, letter, and must take appropriate action. I can answer phone calls but it’s not that good. I don’t know what to say next so by that time I always asked for Ms. Liezel’s help. By that time, I feel that I was not an effective and efficient employee. But I know it’s normal to be like that at first. Then I thought that will be the last time to be in charge alone. But it happened again. This time, Mr. Lagua is out of town for IGLF Planning Conference in Batanes for three days while Ms. Abi is on a seminar for two days. Therefore I was in charge in Ms. Abi’s table for two days. This time it was easy for me. I know what to do and what to say in phone inquiries. It was easier because our boss is not around. I overcome those two days. I thought it will never gonna happen again. But it happened again. I was in charge again in Ms. Abi’s table and Mr. Lagua is already here from Malaysia. This time I was allowed to use her computer. To type, print, and logged papers. And this time I proudly says that I’m doing all things right. A little bit confuse but I manage to handle it. I know that I did my best. I know I am effective and efficient. I feel very happy that day because I done it right without the supervision of my boss. And this poem I made would tell what I really feel during my internship days. This is what I really feels.

INTERNSHIP FEELS

By: Estrella, Rochelle P.

Unfamiliar faces can be seen

A place, position you have never been

A works and task that you have never done

Family bonding has been short and gone

But now, I'm enjoying what I'm doing

Realized that I need to keep going

I encounter a lots of negative

But I turn it all into positive

None will happen if you put yourself down

Don't let folks laugh at you, you're not a clown

It is your time to stand and move forward

It is all for you to get your reward

The OJT is a great opportunity

Let yourself involved in DBP humanity

An organization with dignity

All the employees here, has unity

This is one of a kind experience

Letting ourselves to boost our confidence

It will remain to our hearts forever

Forgetting it will happen, "NO NEVER!"

Now, I think I'm ready after college

I'll not letting myself to discourage

Learn to accept rejections and failure

Move on and focus on our future

The second thing I won’t forget was happened during the first time I was in charge in Ms. Abi’s table. The scenario was Mr. Lagua is expecting for a visitor that day. And I received a call from the inner court saying that Ms. Diana Almoro is already here. I hurriedly tell it to Mr. Lagua. Then a woman comes in our floor. I asked her if she’s Ms. Diana Almoro and she said yes. So I tell her to take a sit first and wait for Mr. Lagua. When Mr. Lagua came out he asked where the visitor is. I point out the women sitting in the couch. When I point her out she wave her head as a sign that she’s not the person who are looking of Mr. Lagua. She refuse. I don’t know what to feel that time. I feel so ashamed. The third one is when answering phone calls instead of saying “Good Afternoon” because it’s already afternoon I said “Good Morning”. Sometimes I said all the three “Good Evening, Good Afternoon, and Good Morning” a failure. I got nervous that’s why. The fourth one is when your boss caught you playing games on my phone. The fifth one is happened last Friday, I put the papers inside the office of Mr. Lagua and she caught me in action doing that. I feel like I’m doing wrong or a bad thing. I got nervous. This was just the most memorable thing I won’t forget of one month of staying here. I’ll never forget it.

I have learned a lot here. Not only the physical activities but also I learned something that I will never learned in the University. Let me enumerate the things I have encounter but I turn it all into positive things. In a work place you may encounter a co-workers that doesn’t look or sound good when talking. They may looks or sounds bad, but when you started to talked to them you’ll just realized that they’re nice. First expression last as always. There are time also that I got scolded of one of the employee here, I admit that it’s my responsibility so I understand. Instead of getting mad at them I just accept my failure and I correct it next time I encounter it again. The other one is that when I know to myself that I’m doing it wrong but my supervisors just ignored all those wrong things. Without asking them on how to make it correct I just use my observation again to make it correct. Interacting with other people is really hard for me, I don’t know how to act or say something to continue the conversation. But I know I improved it in this organization. It’s also because of the phone calls. I think I boost my confidence for the one month of staying here. Respect each other no matter what is your position in your organization. Act just like everyone is in the same level. Having unity in an organization is a good catch. Always smile whenever there’s a lot of task to be done. Help each other through up’s and downs. Learn to have fun despite of the busy schedules. Always say “Please” if you are asking for something. Always say “Sorry” for the things you’ve done wrong. Always say “Thank you” if they have done a favor from you. These is what I observe for a month. An ideal organization for all. It is successful because they’re all cooperative. They’re all love what they are doing. They are really passionate to their work. I learned how to be independent. Without depending my life to others. Accept failures and rejections for you to be stronger and much better than before. Always improve yourself. And this poem will tell you everything about growing up.

LET YOURSELF TO GROW

By: Estrella, Rochelle P.

Getting out in your comfort zone is an adventure

Because you will appreciate it like a treasure

In the real word, in life everything is a challenge

Every step, action and decision should have courage

Let yourself to grow, improve and be an achiever

In life, no pain no gain, you should be a believer

There's a problems and sacrifices, be a survivor

It is all for you, please do yourself a favor

There's NO FOREVER, everything is temporary

Every good vibes you face should put in a gallery

And look at it every time you feel weak, loss and tired

And when you succeed, tell yourself "I am glad I tried!"

In every beginning there is always an end. In every story there is always an end. In every suffering and sacrifices there is always an end. In every life there is always an end. Everything will comes to an end someday. And the end of our Internship in Development Bank of the Philippines is also going to an end. I will miss everything about it. I will be miss the daily task I usually do. I will be miss those persons who treat me nice. I will miss everything. I will be miss riding early in the morning, riding a bus for almost one hour. Riding a train with a lot of people inside smelling and pushing each other. I will be miss the big buildings surrounding our company. I will be miss going home late at night because it’s traffic. I will be miss running after the public transportation in the high way. I will be miss having fun in the office. I will be miss the smell of the food in the office. I will be miss the faces I see every day in the office. I will miss to feel nervous again because I saw my boss. I will be miss my table. The pink and Hello Kitty stuff of Ms. Abi in her table. I will be miss the staring eyes of Ms. Liezel every time she walk behind my table. I will be miss saying “Good Morning”. I will badly miss everything. Now that my internship is going to an end. I feel very sad, it’s because I have to accept the fact that I am now finish in this challenge. A challenge that I am wishing that last forever. Because I am enjoying it. I feel happy because I can sleep on time again, I can do my hobbies again, I will never get tired again because of the transportation, I can do all the things again that I can’t be done because I have to wake up early. This OJT is a great experience. I will never regret that I conduct my OJT in this organization. This is one of a kind experience to let our self to believe that we can do everything as long as you trust yourself. The DBP organization let us feel that we are really professional. I will never forget this. You are now part of my memories that I will treasure forever. Those faces I see, hoping to see you again after I graduate. Thank you for everything you have taught to me. Sorry for the failures I made. Hoping to see each other again. Thank you for the great experience you have let me to feel. Thank you for accepting me as your trainee. Thank you for everything. I will treasure everything I have learned here. You will never be forgotten.

Every summer has a story, a story that will marks in your heart forever. A story that teach you to be a better person. A story that is written in a paper and keep it. A memories that should be treasure. A story that you are the main character. A story that teach you a lesson. A lesson that will be use after graduate. Every summer has a story that going to an end. I learned a very important thing. If you want to get something, you must do your very best to make it yours. No matter what happen. Just believe.